a rich man said, it was waste to have any dream. coz I ever had no dream but now I've earned two million yen a year.another rich man said, you've to a dream to earn money. I've runed three business.how to have a dream to not worry about ev…

dancing with R&R, shaking body with Hip Hop and Funk, having alcoholic drink with Jazz and Soul, falling asleep by subtitle of boring movie, and after that I just want morning will never come. bad feeling in bright morning is too much fuck…

my mom noticed today that the youngest brother is gonna be married, it's the happiest news for us!! in contrast, I've not been able to make love for almost period in last two years, just a time only, and even don't have little girl friend,…

I wasted any words for writing to keep myself which can be broken if I explain my thought.that is surely equal to waste a thing to proof about what I live like breathing, then life time has been heavy for me, laundry, taking bath and so on…

I don't know the reason why I still live, but it's right that one of the reasons is sometimes to meet family, relatives and friends. maybe, it's the just reason. ここまでしてなんで生きてんだろうって毎日の中で、なんで生きてんのかは、ときど…